How can we awaken within ourselves feelings of Ahavah and Yirah, love and awe of God?
In this verse, traditionally recited at the start of the morning prayers, King David refers to his place of prayer as a House and a Sanctuary:
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|“As for me, in Your abundant loving-kindness I will enter Your House. I will prostrate myself toward Your holy Sanctuary, in awe of You” (Ps. 5:8)|
What is the difference between ‘Your House’ (beitecha) and ‘Your holy Sanctuary’ (heichal-kodshecha)?
Our house is our domain, our private ‘castle’ where we are in control. ‘Whatever the homeowner [host] says, [the guest should] obey’ (Pesachim 86b). To speak of ‘God’s House’ is to reflect on God as the One who governs and rules over the universe.
The inner Sanctuary, on the other hand, implies much more than a domain of control. A sanctuary suggests majestic splendor and honor, as befits a royal personage.
Given this understanding of these two terms, we would assume that the mental image of God’s House should generate feelings of Yirah, awe and submission to God’s reign over the world. The beautiful splendor of the Sanctuary, on the other hand, should inspire Ahavah, love and inner yearnings to draw near to God.
In fact, we find that the verse says the exact opposite. The psalmist reports that he approaches God’s House with an awareness of God’s abundant loving-kindness, and is filled with feelings of awe and reverence when facing His Sanctuary. Why is that?
For higher and more refined souls, Ahavah and Yirah are revealed differently.
These elevated souls recognize the great measure of chesed revealed in God’s providence in the world. They are able to perceive God’s reign as a rule that is entirely for the sake of giving and loving-kindness. The metaphor of God’s House reflects a recognition of God’s countless kindnesses in governing the world, awakening a deep love for this overwhelming trait of chesed.
On the basis of this awareness of infinite kindness, comes a higher awareness — of sublime majesty, as one advances from the Holy to the Holy of Holies, from the House to the inner Sanctuary. This awareness elevates one from the trait of chesed and its resultant outpouring of love, to feelings of awe and reverence. This is not the ordinary Yirah, an acceptance of God’s ultimate control and dominion, but a higher Yirah, an awe that has been refined by inner wisdom and insight.
Now we may fully understand the two stages described in the verse.
(Adapted from Olat Re’iyah vol. I, pp. 43-44)